Friday, March 10, 2006
hi bloggy.
its been awhile since i felt soo happy.
i mean, happy bcus of something major, not something personal.
argh.i think i can do an essay hehe..nolah.
aniwae, yesterday i had an afternoon nap from the time i came back from work [afterwhich i used comp for 30 mins or so] until 10 plus pm at night...i slpt for almost four hours in the afternoon. so, after i woke up,i had a phone call.
then i went to talk to my mother and sister who went househunting during the time i had my afternoon nap. hehe... so they were in the kitchen, both of their faces were glowing. they look elated but then they said to me something that didnt match their facial expression. it was not such an exciting news after all, or so i thought.
i felt cheated bcos i was looking forward to hearing something more breathtaking. but i guess i was let down because the words that came out from their mouth, was just one thing-ordinary.
then after that conversation, i asked my sister to do something with a piece of paper for me. then after she finished scribbling on it[it is related to the thing they told me], i realise i was being tricked.
little that i know that all the while, they were noticing the glummy expression on my face when they told me the lie.they were very good actresses, especially my sister. even so, i cant help noticing the naughty grin [i tink it runs in the family.. haha] on their face when they told me the lie.
when my sister passed the piece of scribbled paper to me, i was confused. it took me awhile [around 1 minute] for me to actually realise that my sister n mother had actually lied to me before this. it was such a pleasant surprise. i was over the moon, perhaps higher.
this was the most happy news[for a major thing] i ever received for the past five years.
perhaps, for my family too.
and yes, i've always known that beautiful phrase '' theres a silver lining behind every cloud''.
but i never felt it was true. i felt that not everybody would get that chance to understand what it really means, i mean, to experience for themselves. to see the good outcome out of a bad occurence.
but not until yesterday.
cos yesterday, as known, i slpt in the afternoon for almost four hours and i couldnt sleep by 12am... so what i did was, i did a flower drawing for khadijah again.. haha.
and so, the news kept me thinking while drawing, why this happens to my family. but i found the answer though. after thinking, i knew what the 'sliver lining' is.=)
i feel fortunate that my family is blessed by Him.
tata~
rai~
4:17 PM